Friday

Friday was one of those days where it seemed as if I couldn’t get out of my own way. I realize we all have days like that but this took it to a new level for me. “Smart Phone” blowing up at 5am to tell me via phone call, text message and email that there was no class. Great that I had didn’t have to drive to Emcc in the lovely weather we were having. Sucky that it was 5am and I was now awake. O-well back to bed I went to toss and turn for a while. I cooked pancakes and cut up some fresh fruit for Kayla and I. After a rather tasty breakfast I lounge about for a bit to try and ease the pain in my back. The pain leftover from assembling a 4 post lift in the new shop I was setting up. Bad Dave stopped in on his way home from a short day at work. Dave stopping in was nice cause now I had someone to help guide me in driving up to my plow. I had Dave get in the truck so I could wiggle the plow pins in just the right direction to get them engaged. As I walked in between the truck and plow to wiggle the second pin and my feet went out from under me. I managed to catch my left forearm on the corner of the plow as I went down. Now bleeding like a stuck pig from the large gouge in my forearm and nursing the bruise on my ass from landing with most of my weight on the corner of the plow frame. I limped my way into my flat and washed the salt sand and blood from my arm. Kayla running over as she realized I was bleeding and insisting on my taking proper care of it. Dave finally wandering in to see why I’d run off, somehow he missed my fall.

Now that I was clean and bandaged up Kayla and I were off to plow a friends yard after bidding Dave farewell. Our twenty mile ride went smoothly enough and the act of plowing went well till the last pass. I rarely plow with the windows open and I was brutally reminded why as the branch from the white birch smashed my upper lip. I gasped at the sudden violation to my space, then caught the faint taste of blood. Flipping the dome light on in the truck I turned to look at Kayla to survey the damage. Fortunately it was just a minor fat lip and some aggravation.  We stopped off at my friend Luke’s to plow on the way home which was amazingly uneventful. Bad Dave called when we were almost home explaining his truck wasn’t running well and he hadn’t finished plowing. He went on to ask if I could bring the truck when Kayla and I went there for dinner. Kayla suggested that she follow me in the car so I could have a few drinks with dinner and she would drive me home. Seemed like a good plan to me.

 When I left our flat in the truck Kayla followed along in her beloved Mazda which she had affectionately dubbed “Trista”.  As I cruised along at about 30 mph in my big diesel Ford I looked in my rear view mirror and witnessed a scary event. I saw Trista spin in the road and slide backwards into a telephone pole.  My reaction started before Trista even stopped moving, piling on the brakes and bringing my truck around in the road as soon as I realized the road was clear to do so. Amazing how quick things happen when you’re concerned with a loved one. As my truck screeched to a halt in front of the car Kayla stumbled toward the road dazed from the impact. She’d blacked out on impact and was unsure where the last minute or two had gone. After pulling her tight to me and trying to be sure that she was uninjured I hooked the car and pulled it from the pole and into the road. Once I’d pulled it clear of the pole I came to the realization that it was totaled. After giving Kayla another once over to make sure she could still wiggle all her parts and that her eyes were still pointed ahead I had her drive Trista across the street into the local ball field to wait for the county sheriff to come file a report. As the sheriff sat filing his report I stood in the rain reeling in the last few minutes of emotions. In the short ride from the accident scene to the flat Kayla allowed that her neck didn’t move very well.  It was a strong practice in self-control to not make the Ford grow wings on our way to the ER.

  The ride to Eastern Maine’s ER seemed to take forever on that dismal night. Once checked in at the ER it was just a short wait before they took Kayla in and put her in a neck brace. With a mix of emotions we sat waiting for the next Dr to come in and check her over. It wasn’t long and the Dr ordered up some anti-spasm meds and some anti-inflammatory meds. The meds kicked in while we waited on someone to take Kayla to X-ray. I sat waiting what seemed like forever after the nurse wheeled her off to X-ray. I’m sure it probably wasn’t long at all but what time it was seemed agonizing. When the nurse wheeled Kayla back in to me she was loopy from the drugs. At least she was feeling no pain at this point. We chatted back and forth about random nonsense while we waited for the Dr to make the time pass quicker. Finally the Dr came in with a handful of X-rays; he pointed out that everything was ok. The pain was just a matter of some pulled muscles and bruises from the impact. The Dr wrote Kayla a couple prescriptions, made some recommendations and sent us on our way.

Some days it still amazes me what course of events can happen in such a short time frame.    

onward

Friday was a better day; I’d managed to get 5-6hrs of sleep which is enough for me. Also my shortest day as far as classes are concerned.  Scooted straight home after class and cooked up lunch for my girlfriend Kayla and I.After lunch I went out in the shop to troubleshoot an electrical problem on a rolloff truck. Shop time over I went and warmed up the Can-Am Side by Side and proceeded to tour the fields behind the house to see where the coyotes were hiding out. A fun time; just Kayla and I bombing around the field snuggled up in the bright yellow Can-Am. Kayla and I finished out the evening at Dave and Maryann's with a few drinks and some homemade pizza.

Saturday morning I got up and made fresh waffles and cut up a bunch of fresh fruit while I waited for my coffee to brew. After enjoying a leisurely breakfast with Kayla I was off and running. After warming up my big Ford diesel I hooked the car trailer and was off to pick up Bad Dave. A quick stop at the Garland store so Dave could get a coffee and we were off to plow out an old friend. I dropped the plow down pulling into the driveway and made the first pass into the yard. Around the bend in the driveway and up to the field I stop just short of the kayaks I failed to put away before the snow got here. Atleast I got the kayaks flipped over before the weather came. I push the joystick for the plow to go up and I'm rewarded with just a groan from the pump. GRRR, fricken fracken muthafuckin pos electric over hydraulic bullshit plow.  I back up so I can get out and around the front of the plow without standing in too much snow. Dave spins the check plug out of the reservoir and allows that its full. Nice, I say realizing that its frozen.  I flounder around the mess of a garage and find a small salamander heater that amazingly had fuel in it. While diggin for an extension cord I'm rewarded with the only one I could find not having an end on it. I pulled the wiring that runs above the driveway to the shed down and hooked that to the space heater. About twenty minutes of being huddled around the spaceheater while it warmed the reservoir and I had a fully functional plow again. I made quick work of the plowing after I unhooked the car trailer. With the plowing done I re-hooked the trailer and backed it up to my old bronco. Dave and I winched the bronco onto the trailer with a come-along so I could haul it in for scrap. It fought the whole way on,typical I suppose. It was worth the fight; the bronco scrapped out for just over $500.

Sunday morning I scooted up to the grocery store for some fresh sausage and more coffee. Kayla cooked up some pancakes with chocolate chips as I cooked sausage and potatos. Some clementines and grapes to round out the meal and we found ourselves quite stuffed. With breakfast out of the way I warmed up the truck and we headed over to my friend Luke's to help him haul firewood from out behind his house up to where he could get it worked up. A couple trips out in the woods laughing at Clyde the dog bounding through the snow and we were done with the wood. A trip to the grocery store rounded out the day. I cooked a nice dinner of steak, potatos, broccoli and couscous. A couple hours of homework after dinner was more than enough for me. Kayla and I snuggled into my overstuffed green couch and ate Ben and Jerry's while we watched Alice in Wonderland.

Maybe

Maybe journaling will get easier. My mind is often racing. Putting my thoughts onto the page is where it gets tricky. Today was my first day in classes this semester. I welcomed the sight of some familiar faces and on the same page recognized a few others that I‘d rather not share class time with. I’ll survive, I always do. I enjoyed the sun being out while I wandered around on my lunch break.  By the time I was halfway through my last class of the day my lack of sleep was catching up with me in a hurry. Hoped my fatigue wasn’t confused with boredom. Home to figure out what I can cook for dinner, then hopefully curl up with my girl to watch a movie.

Tuesday; 11:53pm.
So I'm laying here in bed. It's been several days since I got a good nights sleep. Lucky if I accumulated 6 hours sleep in the last three days. Tonight I dozed for a few seconds while trying to watch a movie with my girl and she allowed it was time for bed. Cool I thought as I grabbed a glass of water and headed for bed. As I headed for bed she says she's wired and will be up for awhile. Now I'm doing homework instead of sleeping because I hear whatever stupid show she's watching in the other room. Hell of a way to start the semester. All I wanted was to drift off to sleep with my girl. Instead I'm awake and annoyed.  I shouldn't take it so personally but can't help it.  Seems simple enough that she should consider that I haven't slept and turned the volume down. I finally fell asleep at about 12:15, she made it to bed about 12:30 jostling just enough to wake me. I was up till 2 this time. Slept for a solid two hours before my mind started racing again. My head filled with thoughts of starting the new semester with just a few precious hours of sleep. Oh well,I  made it to class on time. I'm well fueled by a strong cup of black coffee and a couple clementines for breakfast. Now I sit in room 162 killing time before my next class. My fellow classmates are carrying on a conversation about world of warcraft. A game that seems like a horrendous waste of time to me.